I always wear my watch
when I go out
but take it off the moment
I step into my home
for here I have the pick of several clocks on walls and shelves
that help me keep pace with
TIME.
But it is really this one clock
that teaches me about TIME
for you see,
while the minutes's arm keeps steady course
and sometimes hurtles, sometimes drags
along the face of the dial,
the thin seconds' arm is stuck;
it moves forward, pauses and comes back
as if unsure of its authority
to show others the measure
of this portion of eternity.
So while the minutes race by or,
saunter at their leisure,
the seconds stay still,
somewhere between six and seven.
We have thought of changing the batteries
or sending the clock for repair,
but I have always hoped
that this wise little clock,
this time-burner, this time-turner
continues to show
the true faces of TIME-
the face that waits for none,
as well as
the face that changes for none.
I think with pleasure on Woolf
and brevity and diuturnity,
glad that such marvellous lessons
keep getting thrown our way
to show us how to enjoy
moments of eternity
from within
lengthy moments of the galloping finitude
that both go into an hour.
And amidst this time tracking,
there is ofcourse, the possibility
of being alarm-ed,
but we never exercise that option
so that ignored arm lies redundant,
frustrated with no use
(for we refuse to be rudely surprised by our
own planned interruptions).
it is no time machine,
no Harry Potter's device,
but like an hour glass
that keeps time
according to
how you keep it- vertical or not,
this clock shows me TIME -
human and divine;
so the minutes and the hours
are as they exist in our world
And the unmoving seconds, a measure of all those minutes and hours
in a day of Brahma...
So what do I do
when I am outside,
with my too eagerly faithful watch
forcing me to KEEP TIME
with schedules and organised routine?
I patiently bide time
and sometimes it flies by,
taking pity on me,
so that I can come back home,
sit at the dining table,
on my chair, facing the clock,
staring at the marvel,
watching how the hours and minutes
fruitlessly try to make the seconds
catch up with them.
And as I sink into oblivion,
focusing on the mental tick-tick
of the seconds's arm,
it becomes me
idle and unheeding,
as it gets urged to finish
its dinner quickly
and not sit immobile
like it has
all the TIME in the world.
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